i am such a contradiction to everyone around me. i'm so convincing that i almost make myself believe. the past will not die. let's review to all of the times i've talked shit about you. told everyone around how much of a douchebag i thought you were. how you wouldn't leave me alone. how i made a terrible mistake by uprooting my life to another state. let's break it all down.
-you and i have both fucked up from the start
-we went about things all the wrong way
-you are the only one that understands my humor/goofball side and send it right back to me.
-you share the exact same passions as me
-we both almost live double lives within ourselves and we both recognize it
-we fight and hate eachother for like a month but then forgive eachother.
-we always end up missing eachother (you just say it first)
-we're both stubborn
-we are constantly reminded of eachother
-you're family liked me over all your other tricks.
-i'm sure mine will like you
-we should have done things the right way
i don't know about you. i trust you to an extent. it's gonna take alot to trust you again. i mean, i fucking lot. i don't know how it's gonna work with this distance. i dunno how long we're gonna have to wait. i just feel like we aren't done. despite all of the bullshit, i did love you. and i believe you loved me. i could feel it. we were just rushed and both confused. i think if we did it the right way, every thing would be perfect.
like i said. i don't know. maybe i'm still confused. i just know everything comes back to you. i've been secretly comparing. others don't add up. time will play this out.
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