don't let me disappear, don't let me fall apart

don't lead me to the wayside,
just don't let me go.
don't let me fade away.


i've been TREOSing it pretty hard this morning. i'm pretty much all smiles. it's thursday. i get to see kelsey-louuu today!! sooo pumped. and i stayed up wayyy to late talking on the phone last night. i figured out yet another hectic schedule for the weekend. here's the over-all itinerary:
friday: work till 4, pack, head to bangor, take photos of sound bender & the bay state.
saturday: on the bus at 9am, change buses in portland, arrive in south station at 1:40. spend the entire weekend in boston with sean (since he was lovely enough to buy me a bus ticket)
sunday&saturday: help sean saturday and sunday at the lannen fall cd release shows (since he manages them), and just be allll happy and giddy until i have to leave either sunday night or monday morning.


we've been dying to see each other. we both came to the conclusion last night that we couldn't wait another 8 days. haha sooo cheesey but so cute. i'm so excited to see him. it's only been like alittle over a week since i saw him but it wasn't enough. it's kinda cute cuz i'll see him the next weekend as well. the REAL weekend, his bday weekend. oh! and i finished his bday present...i'd describe it but i can't juuusssttt in case he reads this. also-i told my mom about him. i dunnno about this boy...it's pretty crazy how fast we liked each other. but i'm loving it. i missed good night phone calls and all day textathons. okay, sooo lame. i won't talk about it anymore.


basically i'm just really freaking bored at work and this was my only option. i do have to go through my itunes and fix a few track titles and sync my ipod. this 30 gb thing is killing me. i hate taking things off my ipod cuz i never know what i'll be in the mood for. oh well.


i suppose i'll stop rambling now. maybe i'll try writing today as well. somewthing different. like a conceptual story-esque lyric-y thing. yeah. that could work. kbye!