kelsey leaves friday. she'll be gone for all of july. it's be really awesome to see her almost everyday for the past two months. i missed her advice. she's such a great best friend. she's helped me figure out alot.
today is dreary. all week is supposed to be rainy. i hate this weather. what happened to summer? i hate this waiting game. waiting for summer, waiting to hear back from jobs, waiting to go back school, waiting for the world to MOVE.
i need some change and i hate that i'm so impatient and i have all these dreams that i'm so willing to chase and do anything for but because i made some mistakes in the past, i've got to wait to fix everything. i'm lucky i'm not that far in debt. it's just so frustrating to try so hard and do everything the right way and STILL get shafted so to speak.
the one good thing is that when it comes to guys lately, i'm not being fucking stupid like i used to. i'm not so quick to believe everything and i actually want to take things slow. i don't know why i have to move so fast all the time. i guess i get bored and i just feel the need to run. i don't know. but hopefully somethings start looking up. hopefully i get hired somewhere soon. hopefully i get some shit figured out.
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