i was up all night. i was awake until 6 am. i had a cup of tea with my mother, then i went to bed. my anxiety is getting worse as of late...for lack of a job...or really anything to do in general. and the fact that i should be hearing back from AIB soon. i don't really know i put all of my hopes into things. with all of the disappointment i've had, i should have learned not to do that. haha.
you know, i'm sick of people too. haha. i mean the true ones, my true friends are great. but alot of the new ones just bug me. i have soo many freaking people trying to get my attention when i just really miss my best friend. i'm going to cape cod this weekend. and i'm excited. i might get to see kelsey and i'll be staying with lucas. i love boston so much. just massachusetts in general.
i've got the spill canvas filling my head. i feel like singing.
there are a million things i want to say right now but i just don't feel like it.
more later.
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