your sins into me.

colorado isn't happening. how great. just when i build myself up for the take-off.. i get let down. no matter, i'm still getting out of this cold and tired state. i'm going to richmond/virginia beach, va for a month or two or three or four or however long i wanna be there. i'll get to record some shit too. that way it will make it that much easier to get a band together once i start school. yessss. things are finally coming together. no more past. no more maine. no more useless fucking people interferring with my life and my dreams and goals. i have had these goals for years now and i'm finally chasing them. it feels great. it feels free.

i went to boston again this past weekend to see the spill canvas and kelsey. i got to meet the lead singer like 6 times that night. good conversations happened. good times with kels as always. i got to see george again too. we broke our record. seeing eachother twice within one year. haha. friday we went to the show then to see marissa and party a bit. we walked like 4 miles in the fucking cold and i wasn't even drunk. it was fun but numbing. kelsey and i didn't get back to her dorm until 6:30 that morning hahaha. it was amazing. we were like the only ones on the train and we were singing and having a great time.

saturday night we partied yet again but this time i let rubenoff do the trick. 14 bucks a handle. grrreeeatttt. haha. we went to the first party but the cops were there to check on a noise complaint so we peaced it and went to another...turns out it was a fkn BU frat party...and after checking out the group of people my little eye spied the ONLY fucking hxc kid in the joint. of course, of course. he was cool as fuck and all we did was talk about music for like an hour. he was fucking chill. then i was wasted. and kelsey wanted to leave so we could catch the train. so we left and then we met up with some kids on our train playing metro station and then we became best friends and this kid was like freestyling the whole time and apparently we exchanged numbers and it was hilarious. then we got back to kelsey's and went to sleep and then i woke up, came home, and i've been feeling shitty since.

i lost my voice a tad. but virginia happens in 21 days. that's like..amazing.
i can't wait to have soooo much fun and make so many more connections.
i'm loving the life i live and doing whatever it takes to go places. =]


ps. i'm listening to old afi...
it's scary good. i forgot
how much i loved them for sure.