things were going so well. i have been so happy with everything lately. i'm still working my life away but i still try and fine time to have fun. i'm making memories and plans and just living. then, last night i had to leave work early and go to the emergency room.
i could possibly have endometriosis. that leaves the possibility of never being able to have children. why am i put through all of these things? why does the entity that controls all of these things putting me through so much shit? how fucking strong do i have to be? it's always something with my health. always something to come out of nowhere to crush me. i'm trying so hard to hope but it's becoming increasingly hard to keep faith in anything.
i cried a lot last night. i'm so scared. i should find out for sure this week...
even if all signs and symptoms are pointing to "yes"
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