what will become of us all? i feel torn. how should i feel about the past? how should i look ahead? i'm so cautious but i'm down for being care-free. i don't want a crutch. that's what substance is becoming...maybe not so much these last couple weeks. but i fear it will spiral out of control. i'd rather not ever feel that way. at least i've realized it. that's a good sign. haha.
so. california. it WILL happen. it HAS to. i need that change. i need to be thrown into a new situation. i know i'll have an awesome time. i can't help but imagine all the new friends i will make. and the photography?? oh my gosh. i will take so many pictures. this will be so worth it.
i'm so excited....
i feel so inspired to write right now...but nothing is coming out the right way...like at all.
i don't even know how to form it all into words...the pieces aren't right.
although, i will say this. i think i found another piece that DOES fit.
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