you've gotta believe me...

i've been pretty much music drenched lately. downloading everyday. and i have some current obsessions. margot and the nuclear so & so's for starters. so depressing, so unique, such a pure tone, so perfect to my ears. another thing i have immersed myself in, P|H|O|T|O|G|R|A|P|H|Y

it has been amazing. i have been taking photos nonstop of so many things. friends, bands, nouns, verbs, all sorts of glorious things. my eyes feel like i have never seen from them until now and it is good and it is pure and it is real and it is my passion. i'm also about to finish a million little pieces by james frey. i've just been surrounded by art, literature and good people lately. it's comfort.

i get to see an old buddy in about 10 hours. george. my boston george. we attended an art camp together four years ago....my junior year was that long ago! whoa. odd to think about. but anywho, we've stayed in touch and he's home for break and we're gonna grab lunch and our lovely canon's will duel. so i'm sure i'll have EVEN MORE photography to edit. see, that's refreshing to me. :] i feel like it's becoming what i've wanted it to be.

wednesday i get to do something i'm great at....SHOP! i need a new bathing suit for key west as well as flippy floppies and new shorts. maybe a sun dress? whoa. that's a bold statement for me. tomboy supreme. for some reason, i am oddly chipper for 2:30am. maybe it's extreme exhaustion. i got three hours of sleep and i've been up for almost 24 hours.

key west is in 10 days. i am more than happy. it's just such a great feeling that washes over me when i think how amazing it will feel.


anyways. i feel like this was a good mini-update. it's good to write and not feel so confused about certain people in my life. i just am. i'm just going to be. toaism. nice. anyways sleep now.

g'night blogger world.